For my Mahal...

Always

...that's how long I'll love you.

Forever
...that's how long it'll take to show you how much.

I love you
...always have. Always will.

Happy Valentine's Day Misis Tikboy.

Tikboy

Kapag off namin..

Naunahan ako ni Misis na mag-post nung Buttons na MTV. Hehehe! Panay nga ang tukso sa akin na sa tuwing maririnig ko daw 'yung ringtone kong 'yun eh maaalala ko siya. Eh totoo naman! Napapangiti talaga ako everytime na tumatawag siya sa akin. May mga nai-imagine kasi ako. Hahaha! Sabi nga niya, that's the reason why she is spoiled - kasi she fulfills my wildest dreams. Oh well *wink* one by one I know she will. Hahaha! May listahan pala!

Today, since parehas kaming off umaga palang magkausap na kami. Sinamahan niya ako sa bus ride hanggang makarating ako sa doctor's appointment ko. Then after that sabay kaming nag-lunch. Ngayon naman, nagsa-shopping siya sa Dillards. 70% off kasi ang mga winter clothes, kaya sinasamahan ko siya. May nakita siyang wool coat na type ko, 2 designs 'yung pinagpipilian niya. 'Yung isa may hood, 'yung isa wala. Sinend niya sa akin ang picture para papiliin ako. Mas pinili ko 'yun may hood, kasi naman super girly 'yun isa! Saka mas kailangan ko 'yung may hood kasi malamig dito. Hehehe!

Wool coat with hood

The "girly" coat

Nagsa-shop din siya ngayon ng mga dress shirts. May nakita siyang isa na bagay sa akin, alam na alam niya kasi kung ano ang maganda para sa akin. Kaso ayaw na bilhin kasi daw baka marami na naman mahumaling sa akin at mambabae ako. Ehek! Di na ako kumontra kasi forever tatak ko na ang pagiging babaero, aminado na! Hehehe..

Magsusukat muna daw siya kaya heto nagpo-post muna ako habang andun siya sa loob ng fitting room. ;)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby

Sa iyo ko lang ginawa ito... Now, everytime you hear this song... you'll smile and warm up, hahahahahaha!

Love Is In The Air

It's that time of the year again - sandamakmak na red flowers, stuff toys, teddy bears, chocolates... I've never been a fan Cupid day. Sa akin kasi dapat everyday valentine's day - mas masaya kaya yun! More often than not, yoko makisabay. Sabi ko nga kay Tikboy ko, wag ako bigyan ng flowers eh. Ayokong lumabas at mag date...lalo nang ayoko mag suot ng kulay pula, hahahahahaha! I'd rather stay at home and burn the sheets, mwehehehehehe!

Kidding aside, siguro kung magkasama kami, malamang we'll just stay at home. Cuddle, eat chocolate cake and watch telly o kaya talk nonsense, make fun of everybody while eating chocolate cake (hehehehe! chocolate cake ang common denominator)... Or better yet, hold hands while playing Cafe World or Happy Island. Mababaw lang pero meaningful. I really don't need to be taken to a fancy restaurant or a fancy hotel. Really... gastos lang. Ordinary things become special when we share them. Ganun ata talaga sa aming dalawa.

At dahil love is the air, mega senti ako sa love songs.... everytime this song is played, it always reminds me of my Tikboy.

Right to be Happy

Things are going well for us, we are happy and we are trying to leave the past behind. Slowly, we are making each other feel safe and secure even though we're 793 miles apart. Way better than before. Yet these people, these inconsiderate people who loves to inflict misery on us , keeps on getting in the way. But we will not falter, we will not fall. We will remain strong.

I know I have had my misgivings. But I am trying to be a better person. A better partner to my loving wife. Once I told her when we were still in high school, "You're my first and my last." And that still holds true. Siya ang kauna-unahang babaeng minahal ko. Siya rin ang kahuli-hulihang babae sa buhay ko. Those of you who have known how the story goes will either sympathize with me or hate me. I don't care. All I care about is my Mahal's happiness right now. I am trying my very best to give her everything she needs, everything she wants. I don't want to lose her anymore.

In time, I know, we will get what we pray for. We, too, have a right to be happy.

Kaya sa mga fans na kumokontra, pwede ba? Kung talagang mahal niyo kami (kung sino man sa aming dalawa ang type niyo) magiging masaya kayo na natagpuan namin ulit ang isa't isa. Dahil mahal na mahal namin ang isa't isa at doon kami maligaya.

Anniverary Talk

Hindi namin namalayan ni Tikboy na lumalim ang pag-uusap namin kanina. We were just greeting each other happy anniversary (We have three anniversary dates you see... Feb 8, Oct 3 and June 8). During our talk, I found myself crying while I was texting this to her

Everyday when I wake up, I always thank God for giving me another day... another day to be with Gabe, another day to hear you laugh, another day to see the sun, another day to be with the people that I love and care... And if I do a little thing that made a person laugh or smile, then I feel that my job's done for that day. I've touched another person's life in my own little way.

I always pray that He would give me another day to do these things over and over again.

I love life and I thank God for the life that I have right now.

Cheesy... but it's true.

Sabi ko nga, para akong nagka self realization - dahil lahat ng sinabi ko came from my heart. I meant every word.

Hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin ako tumitigil sa pag-iyak.

Wishful Thinking

Libre naman ang mangarap di ba?

I Scream for Cupcake!

Napansin ng Mahal ko na matamlay ako kausap kagabi. I had no energy. I knew that I was tired. I was needing a "sugar fix"..... and for some reason I had cravings at 11pm. I wanted Sprinkles cupcakes (yummmm!).

Tikboy: San ba nabibili yan?
Misis: Scottsdale.
Tikboy: Ang layo.
Misis: Oo nga eh.
Tikboy: Gusto mo magpa deliver ako?
Misis: Yoko. Ang mahal ng delivery fee.

(Tikboy looking at their website)

Tikboy: $40? Mas mahal pa sa isang dosenang cupcake ah.
Misis: Kaya nga. Nakakasuka sa mahal.
Tikboy: Magpapadeliver ako bukas ng umaga.
Misis: Wag na.
Tikboy: Kahit mahal, bibilhin ko. Hindi kayang bayaran ng pera ang ngiti mo. Makita lang kitang nakangiti....


Naaaaaaksssss! Ang sweet.... Hahahahaha! Na-touch ako kaya I stopped whining. Told her that i't's ok.


Tikboy: O sige, etong $100. Mag shopping ka bukas...

Hahahahahahaha! Biglang nag bigay ng go signal na mag shopping ako...

Bribery!